Someday I'll be good at being human. Maybe.

Oh yay mid years is going to be a fiasco. I procrastinate too much, been lotsa other stuff during the whole month. I don't regret doing them at all. I just wish I had more time to include studies in. That's the wrong mentality ain't it? XD.

I'm listening to Kitaro now. Yes in a totally non-Alexi Laiho-heavy-metal-\../-you-muthafarker! way, wild long-haired pillocks can also be great musicians.

I sat 3 seats away and it was still easy. The words "YOU HAVE CHANGED SO GODDAMN MUCH" blared across so strongly in the silence, if I had been trying to look at you, I don't even know how far this can go. I haven't been trying for a very long time. A huge wave of dislike came over me, and I felt really contemptuous towards you. About what you've made yourself become. That lasted for an instant, then I stopped. Because that's not my style. I have no right anyway.

Three things I just can't do:
1) Not drink root beer.
2) Pass mid years.
3) Pretend not to care or worry.

Xinhui made me realise I'll be 19th on the 19th of July this year, juz like how she's 18 on the 18th of June. I guess that's some sorta interesting milestone. I don't think I'll be able to have such a long photo spammed post about my birthday like hers, but I've decided to be a lil happier about being one year more decrepit this time, especially since I won't be able to forget it in time. Probably quietly creep up to be one year older before anyone knows it and congratulate myself for a wondrous bit of ninja-ing.