我给的思念很小心

Choosing to do what has to be done, wanting to do what has to be done and wanting to do it regardless of whether it has to be done or not are subtly different in principle I think. It seems that things are beginning to be increasingly out of our control, and the nuances of our mental approach to reality suddenly becomes of paramount importance.

I did not. You hurt yourself with your own expectations.

I've been living with a lot of guilt for a very long time. I do not take those words lightly. But I've also stopped hurting people the way I did for a very long time. That was deep. That was with explicit intention and aggression, with questionable morality.

I do not control your perceptions, or which emotions you would follow. I just am. I'm fairly certain you know that very well. You would choose your own standing and what you want to reap. But I have always been precisely where I am. Times change, things change, people change, but I don't.

What has to be done, I think, is clear. What remains to be determined is your mental approach.

I will still be here.

Sometimes I wonder where the wind has gone
If life has ever been
Sometimes I wonder how to live alone
In the world within
When your time has come
You know you'll be lonely once again
Life is treacherous
But you're not the only one who must pretend.